Thursday, March 16, 2023

Healing Ancestral PTSD Wounds - Daniel's Lesson - Part 4


In continuum of our quest for healing ancestral soul wounds and building upon certain and true promises given by the true and living God, even in the beginning, we present the next step.  It's a lesson from Daniel. 

He survived being tested in the lion's den. What is your lion's den?

Is it an unfulfilling job, career or relationship? Has someone lied, cheated or stolen from you? Is it a government, job, business, finance, investment, banking,  school policy that goes against God? Is your good character being questioned for its authenticity? 

Whatever it is. You can overcome it.

The truths we share are ancient tried and true. Yet, they are also prophesies being fulfilled. Therefore, in retrospect, they were futuristic until now. Ironic. Right?

"I called upon the Lord who is worthy to be praised, and have been saved from my enemies." 2 Samuel 22:4

In many ways, the story of Daniel is very similar to that of David. Allegorically speaking, they are the same story.

Daniel must survive in the lion's den by faith. David slayed the giant, Goliath, by thrusting a stone from his pouch of five smooth stones. 

What does that mean to you? Speaking plainly. Whatever difficult situation you find yourself in this world (the lion's den) can be overcome if your faith is stronger than the lies or deception of your opponent. 

"I pursued my enemies and crushed them; I did not turn back until they were destroyed." 2 Samuel 22:38

However, this is not fairy tale wishy wishy faith. This is having the Word of God firmly planted in your heart. When the oppressor squeezes you into a narrow place, your God delivers you.

Why? Because rather than toiling from a bully, you play back God's promises in your heart.

This is important as we approach Pesach (Passover). It's more than a high holiday of meals and a reading from the Haggadah (story of the Exodus and reading of the Laws). It's actually happening. Call it a "window of opportunity."

Anyone can partake. In fact, all should.

So what happened the first time? Why couldn't the Hebrews enter the Promised Land with Moses? Perhaps this parable will help.

Suppose a mother has lost her children in the wilderness and she prays and prays for their safe return. Two of her children are teenagers. Two of them are small children not even old enough to read. 

After many days, the two teenagers knock on the mother's door. She sees them. She is so elated! 

However she looks over their shoulders expecting to see the two small children also. "Where are they?" , she asks. "We don't know," they reply, "We were too busy fending for ourselves. I guess we lost them." 


The mother is very disappointed. Her teenage children could read the signs on the road. They were seasoned scouts and therefore had intrinsic survival skills. 

But what about the babies? They couldn't read yet. Nor did they know how to survive in the wilderness. 

The mother was very disappointed in her teens. How could they lose their younger siblings and think it was okay to return home without them? 


The mother tells them she is delighted to see them. But just as Jacob was unconsolable when Joseph did not return with his brothers, the mother is distraught.  She bursts into tears.

Between her sobbing, she gasps and demands her selfish teens to go out and search for the two young ones they lost along the way and don't come back without them. Just as they are half way down the road, they bump into a stranger holding the two younger siblings. There's one planted firm and securely in each arm. 

The mother sees them. She runs out to the stranger and embraces her two smiling babies. She suddenly remembers the teens and calls them back. 

She is so pleased and grateful! What a kind stranger. She must tell the king when he awakes.

Thank God. Her family is reunited!

Meanwhile the group smells like wild animals. She instructs them to go around the corner and soak in the mikvah and to please use the lavender and rose scented soap.  New clothes will be brought to them after their bath. Then, they will dine with she and the king.

They  ALL read the Laws posted in the mikvah. The older ones read to the younger excitedly. After all, these are the terms of entry to the lovely kingdom where all is well and goes well for all within its Gates of Wonder. 

Question. Should the mother have been appeased by having only her two teens return home? Or do you think she was more elated and grateful for the stranger who brought the two innocent babies safely when they could not fend for themselves in the wild?

That's the story of the Israelites. Moses attempted to bring the Hebrews to the Promised Land. Like his early birth, they were premature.

Moses' premature birth caused him to have a speech impediment. That effected his confidence to speak to the Hebrews.

Therefore, God assigned him a middleman, Aaron. But Aaron's heart was not like Moses. 

Moses wanted all to be restored. He invited all the oppressed on the road to freedom.

However, neither the Hebrews nor strangers were fully ready. Not enough of them had the Word of God firmly planted in their hearts as a sure and true sign and covenant with Hashem.

They could not believe that this living Word was so powerful that it could lift them up and carry them through. It sounded over simplified. But it's true.

They even saw for themselves. Moses had demonstrated it multiple times.

But it can. And it will. The Laws of God builds and uplifts. 

Now that the Tanach (Old Testament Bible) is available in just about every language worldwide, it can be taught to all. God has always wanted all to be restored. That is all who so desire it. After all, God gave man free will. 

But I attest that Wisdom is the principal thing. If you seek Wisdom, you will do it.

As you study the pages, the Spirit of the LORD carves a place in your heart. It's not to be read once like a novel but continuously for life.

You must know it in the same way you memorize the lyrics to your favorite song or the lines in your favorite movie or TV show. No one can steal it from you.


Play it back like your favorite song. Learn it by heart.

It  takes time. Be patient.

When you do so, you begin to heal and  fulfill the promises given to your ancestors. Yes, you get their long awaited prayers answered. You! Yes, YOU DO!

Not only that. The way you secure the truth is by teaching it to your children. And you teach them to

teach it.

What? Your children are grown you say. They don't listen to you? Then teach your grand children. And so it goes.

The time to prepare for Pesach (Passover) is always now. You must be of a humble heart to enter the Promised Land. 

Slay your inner beasts like David. Have a flint like face when confronted with adversity like Daniel. How?

Pray and read Torah daily.  Include God in everything you do. You will succeed. 

Many of you have received a few gifts already. But a life of good health, sound mind, peace, continuous personal growth development and prosperity awaits you. 

It never stops. Neither should you.

You were waiting for Moshiach (Messiah). But Moshiach was always waiting on you. 🙏

"He gives his king great victories; he shows unfailing love to his anointed, to David and his descendants forever." 2 Samuel 22: 51

Shalom, Mazel, and Bracha.💕
LeTicia

Suggested reading:  
2 Samuel Chapters 21 and 22, the Book of Daniel. As always, memorize and teach the 23rd Psalm to your children.

*btw those of you cleaning house for spring and/or the Sabbath Day  (and you should), please visit Marie Kondo online. Her "tidying up" method is very helpful.
Shema Yisrael. Adonai Eloheinu. Adonai echad. Hear O' Israel. 

The Lord our God is One.

Sunday, March 5, 2023

Healing Ancestral PTSD Wounds - Secrets of Purim Part 3

We are delighted to include a special book in our Healing Ancestral PTSD series. The Book of Esther is one of the few books in the Tanach (Holy Bible) that highlights a Woman. It's very appropriate that we should include the Book of Esther in our series as we also celebrate Women's History Month.

Queen Esther (Hadassah) is a true Queen.  She rightly deserves an entire Book.

The name Esther means “star”. Here Hebrew name, Hadassah means “myrtle tree”. 

While the story is true. The hidden meaning is even more intriguing.

Contrary what you may have heard or previously learned; God appears on every page of the Tanach (Holy Bible). However, you need a personal relationship (covenant/circumcised heart) to see and hear that still small Voice clearly. You’ll probably want to bookmark and share this page.

Queen Esther (Hadassah) is Shekina made manifest. She’s the burning bush (myrtle tree) that spoke to Moses as “I will be what I will be”.  Most people don't think God appears but I assure you; it's true.

Most of you know her as the Shabbos Queen (without mother or father). Some of you also know her as Melchizedek.  Shekina is the Shabbos queen we invite every Friday eve through Saturday evening known as the Shabbot. 

By the king’s command each guest was allowed to drink with no restrictions, for the king instructed all the wine stewards to serve each man what he wished. Esther 1:8

She tells you who she is on the first page. She first appears as Queen Vashti (Beautiful One to drink in) who refuses to enter a room full of drunk men. 


She is Shakina. She is the Holy Spirit.
 

Chapter 1 of Esther is also the Sabbath Day, the scene in the Garden of Eden (Genesis), Mount Sinai, and present day all at once.  The first banquet was with Moses at Mount Sinai. Present Day is where you should focus as it is the anticipated Second Banquet.

In that day the Lord Almighty will be a glorious crown, a beautiful wreath for the remnant of his people.He will be a spirit of justice to the one who sits in judgment, a source of strength to those who turn back the battle at the gate. Isaiah 28:5-6

The King is embarrassed and "divorces" Queen Vashti for not attending his drunken and misguided banquet. However, the Queen realizes the King is drunk but does ultimately have good intentions. He's simply "under the influence".

The banquet lasts 180 days. The number 18 (Chai in Hebrew means Life). Ten is the Malkuth (the Kingdom) which is where earth is on the Tree of Life (third dimension). Queen Vashti is Keter (the Crown - the top). 


She is holding court with Chokmah and Binah (Wisdom and Understanding). She will not lower herself to their disrespectful ruckus. However, she let's us know the King can rise up to the level of the crown when the King gets rid of his drunken advisors and thus restores truth and justice in the land.

And these also stagger from wine and reel from strong drink: Priests and prophets stagger from strong drink and are befuddled with wine; they reel from strong drink, they stagger when seeing visions, they stumble when rendering decisions.All the tables are covered with vomit and there is not a spot without filth. Isaiah 28:5-8

Are we having fun yet? I hope so. Learning is fun when it has true purpose.


As we move along, please remember to work at your own pace. If a previous post is helping you, stick with it until you’ve finished.  This is not a competition.

If you are playing a particular video or reading a certain post multiple times and re-reading a particular portion in the Bible, you are putting in the work. You will see change. That’s why you’re here.

You can’t move up when you leave this world. You will only get back what you put in while here.

Take your time; but use your time wisely. This post will be here when you are ready.

As you study the Book of Queen Esther (which is to be read in its entirety during Purim - you can download the Megillah free here), observe the allegorical message. Much like the Song of Songs (a.k.a. Song of Solomon) there is indeed a deeper meaning. God is very deep. God also has a sense of humor.

Queen Vashti refuses to come to the banquet when summoned by the king. Queen Vashti also symbolizes the Jews at Mount Sinai who refused to listen to God in person and reverted to a drunken celebration of the golden calf. 

The King (symbolizes Mashiach aka the real Messiah) is so upset that he roams the land (world) in search of a new queen who is unselfish and kind. He seeks One who will be compassionate to the lives and well being of others. 

But He really already has that. It was His ego and his drunken advisors who caused him confusion.

I know. This is like a Hollywood movie but better because it's true and we are all actors in the story. 

Queen Esther is the secret hidden Hebrew (who appears to be a Gentile or heathen) who captures the King’s heart (found favor/ circumcised heart). Ironically, she is Queen Vashti (Shakina) in a humble state. She has lowered herself to teach the King. 

Instead of just thinking of herself, the new queen (Queen Esther) sends an urgent message to the entire kingdom asking them to pray, fast (and study Torah).  She stands on the front line along with God’s chosen people, Israel. 

Mordechai (Queen Esther's uncle) is today's Jewish Scholars, righteous souls, an Rabbis. They stand at the gate, but can not enter. Why? They study Torah voraciously but have not yet actively sought the entire Hebrew Nation (all 12 tribes) and distributed Torah to the four corners of the earth. Like Mordechai, they (rabbis and scholars)  must take time away from their studies to publish and teach Torah worldwide.

 When they fast, pray, study Torah, and over turn the decree to a annihilate them, Mordecai then receives a place in the palace. The Queen transfers to him half the kingdom given her by the King. Thus the half shekel added to Purim donations.

Queen Esther's faith helps save the Hebrews. While doing so, she also exposes the truth about Haman. Haman is Amalek. (See Exodus 17). 

I apologize in advance for those who may be offended by the following statement. And many will offend some. But the truth brings healing and advancement.

Amalek represents all (i.e. Buddah, Jesus, Mohammad, fraternities, sororities, secret societies, career/job, social media, games, music, movies, entertainment, celebrities, distractions, corrupt governments, drugs, alcohol etc.) who may or may not be used as messengers, but they are not the King. They give themselves that status and seek to overthrow the true and authentic King. You should not allow them to control you or over ride your free will, or consume your whole heart, mind, and all your time. (See Isaiah Chapter 28)

They (idols) are not the true and living God. Only YHVH (a.k.a. Hashem, El Shaddai, Adonai, Almighty God, the true and living God) is able to fulfill all the needs and desires of your heart. Only YHVH can heal and redeem your soul.

God needs no middleman. You have direct access to the King via prayer and the study of Torah.

God speaks to people through their hearts. That’s why each person must personally make that connection. Each person must renounce satan, the imposter, and ask the true and living God into their hearts.

In the Garden of Eden, it was Adam, Eve and the serpent. At Mount Sinai it was Moses, Miriam, and Aaron. Jesus is the main Amalek in our generation. I know. It's hard to believe but it's true.

All idols are imposters. (represented by the clown during Purim) They (imposters)  have made themselves kings over people.

I it has become an addiction for you; it is idol worship. It is also a form of slavery. You think you can not live with out it.

But the very breath (Ruach) given to you comes from God. You need your life breath. Think you don’t? Try living without it. You can’t. That’s the grace of God.

Stop cursing. You only curse yourself and your environment. Those are wise words. Trust it.

 

Thank God for every breath. That’s a small but major example of God’s merciful abundance available to all.

YHVH is unlimited (thus the various costumes during Purim). God only wants to supply whatever you need. However, true love and giving also means guiding, teaching and correcting (the rod and staff) when necessary in order to raise you up to be your very best that you are designed to be.

While you may not recognize God. God sees you.  God is every where and can appear in any form.

Want more joy in your life? Fulfill your purpose. Don’t know what that is? Ask God. ☏


If you celebrate Halloween, then you'll love Purim!  Attend a Purim celebration in your community. Dress up in costume. Bring the kids. It's a mitzvah to hear the Book of Esther (Megillah) on Purim.

Listening to the Megillah (Book of Esther) helps release any hidden Amalek characters in your own life.  Fast in the day and feast at night! (March 7, 2023)

Check your local JCC, synagogue or Chabad Center online. Some may have an entry fee (as they serve food) while others are free with a donation. Did I mention how much your children will love this?

It is also customary to feed the poor and donate to charity on Purim. You can't really love your neighbor fully until you love yourself. So please love and respect yourself and your neighbor too. Remember, you were once a stranger in Egypt. And look at you here now studying Torah and doing mitzvots. 😍

Your support helps us to spread Torah worldwide. Thank you in advance!

Shalom, Mazel, and Bracha.

LeTicia

"Sh'ma Yisrael. Adonai Eluheinu. Adonai echad." Hear O' Israel. The Lord our God is One.

Suggested reading for your edification: the Book of Esther (Megillah), Exodus 17: 8-16,  and memorize the 23rd Psalm. 

The Book of Esther is also known as the Megillah. It should be heard aloud. 

Read psalm 23 aloud daily to your children until they have it memorized.  However long it takes. And it won’t take long. You’ve given them a tool they will use and benefit for the rest of their lives. Most children can learn the 23rd Psalm even before they can read and start kindergarten or first grade. It’s doable. 

Here's the movie version of the Book of Esther! Shalom. Shalom.

"When these days were over, the king gave a banquet, lasting seven days, in the enclosed garden of the king’s palace, for all the people from the least to the greatest who were in the citadel of Susa . Esther 1:5

 The garden had hangings of white and blue linen, fastened with cords of white linen and purple material to silver rings on marble pillars. There were couches of gold and silver on a mosaic pavement of porphyry, marble, mother-of-pearl and other costly stones. Esther 1:6